I got a Tumblr, but I like it better here

angst.
i want to move out so, so badly, and shake my life up somewhere else.

i could go to any college i wanted, grades-wise, but i just can't always fathom the idea of sitting in a classroom where nobody cares, where the professors assign busywork, and where i'm not fulfilled.

i want to be a writer, conservational biologist, and artist.

my Indiana University classes provide me with mental fuel, they do. i can wrap my mind around interesting stuff and complete my gen eds. but i want independence and i want to experience new lives and places. distance courses just can't give you that. i might be living with my friend elisabeth in la mirada, ca, someday. that's a little piece of hope.

all i'd like is to keep learning, sincerely, wherever i am, in whatever capacity. on the job and in my backyard. i don't mean be a professional student. that's a cop-out. i mean take what i do and make a meaningful impression on this earth.

silly bandz

LITTLE SECRETS. Be honest no matter what.

1: Who was your last text from? Elisabeth

2: Where was your default pic taken? Elisabeth's house

3: Your relationship status? Single

4: You havent talked to in a while? Hattie! Elle est en France.

5: What is your current mood? Frustrated

6: Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? Christian and Zack

7: Do you have a job?yes

8: Where do you wish you were right now? In another state, living like a starving artist

9: Have a crazy side? Yes, but not by society's standards

10: Ever had a near death experience? yes

11: Something you do a lot? write

12:Anyone angry at you? My mom most likely

13: Have you ever been in love? yes

14: When was the last time you cried? last week

15: Is there anyone you would do anything for? more than one someone

16: What do you think about when you are falling asleep? my next day & the day i just had

17: Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My grandpa

18: What is your favorite song? I couldn't ever choose. Right now maybe "Meteor Shower" by Owl City

19: What are you doing right now? Having a green tea

20: Who do you trust right now? No one.

21: Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? Target

22: Who is your friend that lives closest to you? My brother

24: Describe your life right now in one word: changing