angst.
i want to move out so, so badly, and shake my life up somewhere else.
i could go to any college i wanted, grades-wise, but i just can't always fathom the idea of sitting in a classroom where nobody cares, where the professors assign busywork, and where i'm not fulfilled.
i want to be a writer, conservational biologist, and artist.
my Indiana University classes provide me with mental fuel, they do. i can wrap my mind around interesting stuff and complete my gen eds. but i want independence and i want to experience new lives and places. distance courses just can't give you that. i might be living with my friend elisabeth in la mirada, ca, someday. that's a little piece of hope.
all i'd like is to keep learning, sincerely, wherever i am, in whatever capacity. on the job and in my backyard. i don't mean be a professional student. that's a cop-out. i mean take what i do and make a meaningful impression on this earth.
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